Variance

Haven't played for a few days to reset my head a little bit, but I guess when you run bad, you can take a month off and you will still run bad.

It seems its impossible to win a flip, win any 60-40 or if I make some great call, other guy will get some runner runner anyway. It's just so sick, that it seems you dont want to look at poker any more.

However break helps a little bit. Yesterday played really solid, didnt make stupid mistakes. Ran deep in pretty much all tourneys, however it didnt turn out to be any good cash wise. Bubbled in 3 tourneys out of 8 played. Sickening feeling.

Today tried different approach. Took sick risks, flipped huge stacks. Never won a single race which would actually matter in the tournament. Made some sick calls with A high, but still got sucked out. Sometimes it just seems like nothing will ever work.

Variance is a bitch. But blaming suckouts is for noobs. Even though it seems everyone just keeps sucking out on me, gotta deal with it.

meh.

I hate poker